AnotherTiringDay..

Going to Sabah this Saturday yet so many things havent done. Today went to some government hospital thinking sure i get to do the medical check up. Woke up at 6am to go to school to meet up my friend then he fetch me to Klang where the hospital is located for medical check up.

Reached there at around 8am,not much people but the nurse said need to get the x-ray done at the private hospital before i can go for the medical check up and i need to take some kinda dunno what test outside. In conclusion i wake up so early for NOTHING!? LOL..

Went back to school to get my STPM cert. ==" the sucky result..Sien.. Photocopy all the supporting documents that needed by the Ums and certify on the spot by teacher.

After that went to Pyramid with my sisters. Bought a back bag, eye cream and etc. Spent around 100bucks today..Argh..but its ok because i need those things.

Hate Hate Hate..

Shortest Blog i've ever post.Hahaha due to my laziness.Wanted take picture of what i've bought today but LAZY! Because its just something very common and you guys can find it everywhere PLUS i don't think you guys interested in what i bought right?! =X By right today i should be enjoying Steamboat and BBQ buffet dinner with Choo and Schew! All i can say is sorry guys, this week im really busy, but when u ask me why im so busy? I don't think i know how to answer you, just feel like i should be busy instead of relax.Hahaha

Choo 'n' Schew,

Wait me wait me, i hope i get to eat Steamboat and BBQ buffet with you guys before i leave. Just we need the right time k?! hehehe

说...什么?

虽然知道自己是对的，
但是却没有理直气壮的勇气，
去告诉别人自己的苦衷。

看到你们写的东西，
不知道是我太多心了，
对号入座了吗？
还是怎样。

心痛，
诉苦？
算了吧..
也许说了也没人懂。

前一阵子，
发生了很多事，
消化不了。
突然有个念头，
很想快点离开这里，
离开这曾经让我觉得很安全的地方。
这地方突然让我觉得很陌生，
很冷，很不安，很怕，
很想逃离这里。

快了，
要走了，
却有些舍不得。
矛盾？
是啊...
也许人类就是这样吧，
永远活在矛盾中，
脱离不了。
再过几天，
几天就好了，
我就会得到解脱。
但是这是我真的要的吗？
现在我还不懂，
懂了在告诉你们！

要学会独立了，
我可以的..!
自己一个人,
我也可以活得很好,很开心!
因为我相信..
一直相信着,
会成真的!

- 娴著 -

可笑..

自以为很重要,
自以为只要逗你们开心,就会拉近我们的距离,
自以为自己已成了你们的一部分,
原来还真的是自以为而已。
我对你么而言之不过如此。
我知道自己永远不是主角，
也不会是配角，
只是没想过我只扮演着路人的角色而已。

原来我一点都不重要，
原来我想带给你们的欢乐，只会让你们觉得很吵，
原来到最后我还是自己一个人。

曾以为自己不需要任何朋友，
曾以为自己可以狠下心得拒绝你们，
曾以为偶尔少了我在你们的身边，你们会不习惯。
或许我真的不需要朋友，
或许我真的该狠下心，
或许真的有一天我在你们的世界消失了，你们也不会发觉我的不存在，
或许我还怕寂寞吧

哈哈哈哈哈哈
笑自己把你们看得太重，
笑自己太依赖你们，
笑自己还搞不清楚状况，
笑自己还活在回忆里，
笑自己即使已站在他们的面前，他们还是看不到我。

我不喜欢笑，
却无时无刻都看到我在笑，
我不喜欢说话，
却是在你们里面说最多话的那个，
你们都觉得我很开心，
可是为什么我会在一群朋友当中突然沉默了。

但，我很开心，
因为我学会了不哭，
学会了在难过时微笑，
学会了不再生气你们。
只怕，
这不再是我，
而是为你们创造的另外一个我，
别怪我在你们面前的我，
已不是那个你们认识的我了。

- 娴著 -

p/s；记得这一刹哪的感觉，别再受伤了。

WesakDay!

As usual, we went to BrickFields for Wesak Day procession. Normally we park at the primary school but this year we reached there slightly abit late until there is no more parking in the school. It's hard to find parking there because there are so many people going for the WesakDay procession.We didn't walk for the whole journey this year because my grandma is following us to BrickFields to have to a look at the WesakDay Procession.

So, here is some of the pictures that i took .


















Daddy, Mummy and Grandma =D

My fav, MuaChi! Yumyummy


That's all for today!
Happy WesakDay to All of you!

Oh...Finally~

Finally i get to SWIM today after waited for almost half a year! =="

Today mummy brought me and my sister to swim! but daddy didn't follow us because he said he wanna cook dinner for us! * BestDaddy*
There wasn't much people in the swimming pool so i can swim to anywhere that i like. To the side, to the center also no problem! LOL Just found out that i don't really know how to swim anymore. hahaha But i still enjoy the moment when i swim in the pool with my sister! Kesian her, because she kind of like kena bully by ME! HAHAHAHA After swimming in the pool, i was so hungry but there got nothing to eat. So me and sister took a quick shower and straight fly home to taste my dad's cooking for the day! xD


All these was what my daddy cooked for us for dinner! His cooking is always perfect and nice! The chicken it's SO nice and i feel like wanna eat more after the first bite! I really suck in describing foods ==" but that's really how i feel when i am eating it.The mee was nice too! Inside there got sotong, prawn, meatball, fishball and lots more stuffs that we didn't get to finish it yesterday [ Steamboat ] .The second picture is another kind of mee, it's for my kakak one because the other mee got meatball inside so they cannot eat it. And PotatoSalad! FavFavFav food! I know lots people don't really like it because last time i brought it to one of the gathering, they didn't eat it as in some of them dun even feel like trying it.HAHAHA Although i feel quite sad but i understand not all people has the same taste or eating style.Ok, back to the salad. My daddy "rojak" quite lots things inside the PotatoSalad too! got prawn , longan etc and his own special PotatoSalad gravy. The PotatoSalad taste slightly different that what kakak used to do, daddy added lemon in it .He wanna try something new i guess! HAHAHAH But it's DELICIOUS! No doubt that im very baobao today! xD

*OffTopic*

Im still thinking how to get 15shirts before 1/6. ==" I really crazy d i guess. I wanna buy this 3jacktes! And Yes! I love jackets with pockets and cap! It looks cool!But HOW I GOING TO COLLECT 15 SHIRTS?! I cannot afford to buy 15 shirts man!
So to all my friends, anyone of you wanna buy shirt online?! * ShowingInnocentFace* It's really cheap! not more than 20bucks per shirt and got lots lots different design! Consider it! xD Im waiting..LOL

Im thinking should i get this two T-shirts too! HAHAHA =="

15 shirts 15 shirts! HelpMe~~ T.T