今天..

Wednesday, October 13, 2010



好累,
真的好累了,
不知道还可以撑多久,
再这样下去,
我会疯狂掉的!!

这样的累,
让我好想家,
好想爸爸和妈妈,
好想妹妹的废话,
好想姐姐的傻里傻气,
好想我的床,
好想我的房间,
我好想回家...

爸爸 妈妈,
你们几时的空过来看看我啊?
我今天又看到有人的爸爸 妈妈在那餐馆里,
应该是来看看他们的孩子吧,
让我好羡慕哦..
我知道你们很忙,
我,
也只随便说说而已,
发泄发泄一些,
可能会比较好吧..

下雨了,
很想站在雨下,
让眼泪随着雨水,
一起流下,
这样,
就没有人会看我这脆弱的一面,
好让自己为自己找个理由,
告诉自己,
我没哭; 不是我在哭,
是雨水, 而不是泪水.

过后,
把眼泪察干,
我还是我,
你们认识的我,
笑一笑,
再继续往前走..

Failure.

Sunday, October 03, 2010


Just a failure as usual.

Failed to cook a simple maggie ;
Failed to wash my clothes without making it coloured in the end ;
Failed to take good care of my lappie until need to send it for repair ;
Failed to take good care of myself until got gastric ;
Failed to take good care of my earphone until one side of it is soundless ;
Failed to fold my clothes nicely ;
Failed to control my temper ;
Failed to cheer myself up ;
Failed to spend money wisely ;
Failed to solve my own problems ;
Failed to not asking helps from people ;
Failed to become independent ;
Failed to not thinking about all kind of craps ;
Failed to not being childish ;
Failed to get things done in time ;
Failed to not torturing myself not no reason ;

The most importantly,
I failed to make you quit,
I failed to make myself as a reason for you to quit ;
I failed in thinking that I can make you quit .

Please call me ATotalFailure. Thanks.